Swearing off Celebrities!!

As I sat and watched the super bowl, the only thing that I could think of was Kim Kardashian. If the Saints won the super bowl, Reggie Bush was to propose to Kim Kardashian. I am a big Kardashian fan, or at least a fan of Kim. But, after having a miscarriage in November, a wage garnishment from a mysterious hospital bill, a 2ft snowstorm and finding out that my house dropped $100,000 in value.....I started to get a little upset. I always maintain a sunny disposition, however 2010 is having a rocky start. I started to wonder about Miss Kim. Although I wish her the best, in the grand scheme of things, her personal life has absolutely no bearing upon my own. I was literally upset because Kim is famous for just being Kim. Gorgeous house, gorgeous family, custom Bentley, plenty of money and a boutique owned with her sisters. I began to compare our lives and that's when I had to stop myself. I have to take a step back from the Perez Hilton and media take out, entertainment tonight and TMZ. I have to invest in my own life and happiness. The fact that two rich and beautiful people are planning their nuptials around the super bowl is silly and why do I even know these details? Radical Self Love is a journey that I have been following in the Galaverse. My gossip diary is the kick off. I was actually beginning to feel less than-because I don't have the things that celebrities have. That is a road that I don't intend to stay on. I will surround myself with people that encourage, family that loves and things that I enjoy. I can't hold them responsible for my happiness. It won't work.